I was trying to be someone I wasn’t: Vidya
March 5th, 2009By Jilawatan
So what if Vidya Balan faced criticism for her dressing sense, designer Ritu Beri thought she was the perfect showstopper for her fashion show
recently. Vidya too lived upto Ritu’s expectations as she added grace and style to the show.
The actress admits that she has finally found her comfort zone as far as fashion is concerned. “I am dressing the way I like. Yes, there was a point when I think I was trying to be someone I wasn’t. But that happens to people who are new in the industry. People keep telling you to experiment and you get confused,” she said. But that’s a thing of the past. “Now, I just do what I want to … be the way I want to. Today, I have no qualms about wearing western wear, but I love Indian clothes. But I am glad I went through the confusion,” said the actress, who has plum projects like Vishal Bharadwaj’s Ishqiya, Pa with Amitabh and Abhishek Bachchan and Sanjay Leela Bhansali’s Chenab Gandhi in her kitty. But the actress seems to be a tad unlucky where awards are concerned. “My performance as Monjolika in Bhool Bhulaiya was appreciated by seniors like Waheeda Rehman and Asha Parekh who told me that they loved the performance. What surprised me was that I didn’t even get nominated for some awards. But then I have learnt to detach myself.”
She may not be in the rat race for awards but Vidya has joined her contemporaries to become part of the endorsement bandwagon. But she’s set herself certain rules. “I would never endorse a fairness cream. We Indian women are gifted with a sexy complexion. I don’t see any need for fairness creams,” she said.
On the personal front, Vidya continues to be single despite her being linked to almost all of her co-stars. “Now for anyone to surprise me, they’ll have to not link me with anyone,” she laughed. But on screen the actress thinks she shares an interesting chemistry with Abhishek Bachchan. “Though our relationship in Guru was not that of a man and woman, the bond between the two characters came out really well. Apart from that, I think John and I shared really good chemistry in Salaam-E-Ishq. More recently, I have enjoyed working with Madhavan. I have got an amazing response though we have just done ads together,” she points.
